eunicegohsuhui

2009-07-05T23:47:00.002+08:00

Won't be blogging here anymore.

New blog :D

2009-07-04T10:15:00.005+08:00

Dinner was at Esmirada. *thumbs up* for it.
Headed to phuture after dinner.

and GREAT. I'm totally out of voice now.

Will upload pictures if I manage to get them.

Cough, Flu, Headache and Out of voice. Damn.
I want to talk so badly :((
It really sucks to be unable to talk. Even just making a sound takes so much effort.

I will explain.. when I can talk.

2009-07-03T00:46:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday!!

Best wishes and
may all your hair drop finish by the age of 30!!

:D

2009-06-28T17:19:00.003+08:00

Will there ever be a day, that you'd tell me why?

2009-06-24T17:08:00.002+08:00

Guess what?!

I'm.. BORED!! as usual right?? I know.. Sighs...

DG = Ghost town lahs!

I am practically doing nothing the entire day today.

ZERO applications for everyone today!!

BORING

Seriously, I don't utd why do I get bored so easily lahs. Haiyas.

Anw, I caught the Transformer ytd with E ytd.

Movie not up to my expectations.

Dinner @ Buangkok.

Home.

2009-06-22T12:51:00.002+08:00

I used to believe that, The happiness of a relationship lies with the one who cares more.
But now, I'm believing in The power in a relationship lies with the one who cares less.

Have you realized?

Half of the human lot loves to torture their partners emotionally, knowingly or unknowingly?

and stupidly, the other half of the people just loves to be tortured emotionally to stay in a r/s with their partners.
They get attracted to people who tortures them emotionally.
Seriously, why is that so?

*Change topic*

I miss TP and my friends there lahs. Haven been back to school for like 999999999 years. I miss the dory fish, the mushroom soup, the chicken chop with nacho cheese, the old uncle's fried vegetables!!
I also miss walking opposite with them to buy our bubble tea.
I miss the Jurong cafe in Tampines.
I miss my Atomic people, the room, the sofa, and my drawer.
I miss the CU, I miss going against rules wearing those inappropriate clothings sneaking into the cleanroom.
I miss the people there :((
Worst of all,
I miss the fun-filled life I had with all of them.

I think it's time to apply leave to visit you guys.

2009-06-21T23:38:00.003+08:00

Went to Zoo with E today, town after it for pasta cafe, and caught Ghost of girlfriend's past. Pictures taken at Zoo shall be post tmr. Damn slpy now.

2009-06-18T12:00:00.006+08:00

Work ytd was super tiring. Actually it wasn't tiring. I was just feeling sleepy the entire day! So the minute clock strucks 5.45pm, I clocked out and left.
Had dinner at Manhattan with K.
Caught "Dance, Subaru". It was really nice lahs. I like!!
After that, we met up with 2 more people, his cousin and her bf.
Headed to Dbl O, then to wine bar for drinks with them.
Kh came to cab me over to StJames.
Realized I lost my wallet.
G and E arrived shortly after.
Another 3 TP-ians came.
TP-ians are such friendly people. Muahahahas.
Drink minimal ytd. The smell of liquor makes me wanna puke.
Dragonfly after the rest of the rest came,
Insisted on gg home at 4+am cos I got work today.
Reached home at 5+am, slept.
Woke up for work.
Now I'm so dead.

This shall be the last night of clubbing. I must make my words come true!

Pictures taken at StJames.

Gf and me :))Darling, Gf, and me :D

5 TP-ians.

New friend, Me, and Kh.

The end.

2009-06-17T08:59:00.003+08:00

It's like damn funny.
Thanks for the free entertainment, but I won't entertain you.

Ytd preview session had quite a good turn up rate. Preview ended quite late, left workplce only ard 9pm. Went for dinner with E (another E pilot us), then I bought Portugese egg tarts for G and delivered all the way to changi airport for her alone lahs. See! What a nice gf I am!! Lols. Went to popeyes and again I saw J. Both times I went there, I saw him. How coincident!

Home after that. Plop onto my bed de next minute after I washed up.

And today I overslpt!! But still managed to rush down to office in time.
*Phew*

Super sleepy lahs. Yawns.

2009-06-15T21:50:00.005+08:00

*deep breathes*
next step in life ahead. work harder, get a degree, play harder.

2009-06-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

Csho!! I suddenly miss you alot lahs!
I saw someone who looks alot like you! I was like so stunned!
Remember to contact me once you are out!

2009-06-11T23:06:00.003+08:00

It's been like zillion years since I've last touched my laptop!! misses.

Today was a long day, was at UC half the day.
.. blah blah.. what ever. I'm tired to elaborate.

Dinner with E at Din Tai Fung.
Home.

2009-06-11T09:25:00.002+08:00

I am waiting for Her Majesty's arrival....

After work ytd, went to meet G for shopping, at 10pm, we went our separate ways.
I headed to Butterfactory for Jensen's party. Got to know some new friends over there!
After Butterfactory at about 2+ 3am, headed to StJames to meet up with the usual clubbing clique.

By the time I reached home, I didn't have to sleep already. Took a bath, wash up, and then came to work.
Seriously, I'm floating.... now... floating... floating... floating.................................

2009-06-10T16:52:00.001+08:00

What a surprise!

2009-06-07T20:45:00.002+08:00

First stop @ Rebel.
Second stop @ St James.

2009-06-06T08:38:00.002+08:00

Spell me T-I-R-E-D.

I'm really freaking tired.
But who else can I blame but myself?
For being so greedy for fun and entertainment,
Going out everynight till ungodly hours when I have work in the freaking early morning.

I'm so tired, really.

2009-06-05T12:20:00.007+08:00

Ytd was a sucky day @ work.
Drop the topic on work.
After work, met up with the boys outside MDIS, and we headed to Paradize Centre for dinner at Tao's restaurant.
Woohoo~~ 7-course meal!! Damn nice! Hahas.
Reason for dinner was because KeJin is gg in NS next week already!

Starter: bacon & mushroom gratin

Soup: Cream of Mushroom, Shark-fin melon herbal soup

Salad: Salmon something something (i frgt the name), Fruit salad, Prawn roll with pork floss.

Beverages: ice tropical grapefruit tea, ice rose apple tea, ice summer peach tea, ice grape mallow tea

For dinner only: Grilled Mushroom

Main entrees: Unagi with rice, slow cooked pork back ribs, tao's oven roasted steak

Desserts: Brownie with ice-cream, creme brule, cheesecake tofu

After everything, it comes down to the PAYMENT! Our lovely soon-to-be NS boy gave us a treat!!

All the best to you inside NS!

P.s : If you ever forget me, I'll skin u alive!!

Loves to my dearest Ng Ke Jin!!

After dinner, train down to woodlands to meet Johannes, Serene, Adi, and Amelia to go over to cs's place to give him a surprise and an early bday celebration. Saw him in his specs! Hahas. And I knew he was damn touched. LOLS. We went to fly kite at his secret place. Damn lame. 6 idiots flying kites in the middle of the night. Really is madness.

Cab home after that.

ZZzzz....

2009-06-04T19:34:00.002+08:00

There are really alot of hypocrites and backstabbers in the working society.

At times like these, it's when I need you the most.
Very upset. Bf. I need you. But.. sighs...

2009-06-04T14:54:00.002+08:00

Work.
ClarkeQuay for drinks.
Home @ ard 3+ 4am.

Overslept for today's work.
Resulted in change of shift.
Delayed dinner with nkj, gkt, and zul to 8.3o pm.
Sorry boys. Hahahas. I know you all are hungry ghosts.
Okays. Full stop.

bye. freaking... tired.

2009-06-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

Monday
Work. Lunch was with buddy Ivan. Ended work late. Left to meet G and A for steamboat at Bugis. Stayed till 11+ PM, then we went home! Got to wake up early for today's work.

Tuesday
Alarm didn't ring today. I was almost late. Cabbed all the way down to UC for STH and SPEC meetings. Feel good to see the people I first know in MDIS, Eileen, Eric, Linda..etc. Went to brunch with the DG people at margaret drive. Then we headed back to DG. Work was till 8.30PM today. Buddy Ivan disappointed me 5 times today. In the evening, there was another preview at DG. Boss and colleagues were teasing the entire day. Said I was UC's spy. Warn me not to leak out any DG's info to UC's pp. I was like dots. Made Boss and Buddy proud in the evening. They said, they will put a starbucks coffee beside me everyday to make me generate sales.

thanks E for the coffee in the evening :D

I'm extremely tired. But I still need to wait for 2 calls. Tired.

2009-05-31T14:29:00.003+08:00

Working in the mrning ytd.
Joven handed down alot of treasures to me.
Then, bf came down to meet me.
Bf was late.
Lunch at Pastamania.
Shopped ard in orchard.
Took freaking long to find a starbucks tt cld satisfy us.
Disappointed with the cheesecake.
But thanks bf for satisfying my craving :))
Then G came down to have dinner with bf and me.
G was late.
Dinner at Crystal jade kitchen.
Bf was so shy.
Bf left after dinner.
We left for stjames.
Met up with the people.
Saw kahying too.
After lights on, we went for breakfast.
Home sweet home at around 7am.

Weekends always pass damn fast. Esp now that work has started.
I love weekends.

I'm hungry now
*off to hunt for food*

hot magnet :))

i totally agree.

my hot magnet.

loves

2009-05-29T21:02:00.001+08:00

I want to drink.
Not out of emotions.
Just purely, a crave for the liquor.

Anyone?

[add-ons]

I'm feeling fucking lifeless now.
Why am I home on a friday night?!!?!!?!!
WHAT THE FFFFF!!

I'm tired, and I know I should sleep.
But I'm fucking pissed off now. Cos, it's a FRIDAY!
A friday you know!! WDF!

And I'm down now. I miss you damn much lahs.
I haven seen you for 912372346358247621 days already!!!
FINALLY CAN C U TMR!
Yeah man!! Hahas!

2009-05-28T20:56:00.004+08:00

I'm damn damn tired. Dozed off the second I flopped onto my bed. But my phone rang, and got me awake again. Seriously, next time anyone is always bored, please go find a job. You will be like me now, everyday damn tired. Counting the hours I've to sleep. Then, looking forward to the weekend for a session of clubbing/drinking. Then the week restarts. I haven been complaining bored in the nights for this entire week!! Hahahas. G, happy anot?! No more pp to keep complaining to you.

Approx 2 more week's to bf's POP!!

Nights!

I'm down with cough and flu... damn. I hate being sick.
Bf was so cute on the phone just now. Loves. Nagging away like an old grandfather. Hahas. And that msg. I flew onto cloud 9.

2009-05-27T23:04:00.003+08:00

Hi!!!

Work is starting to get more interesting, yet more taxing.
Because with general knowledge of ZERO, I don't know ALOT ALOT ALOT of things.
Which makes me feel damn bad, then to make up for that, I need to read up alot. Go through everything. And then, I'm starting to have the feel of WORK again!! The sales-driven atmosphere and feeling, I simply love it! Very stressed. But, at the same time, once you get it, satisfaction comes in high!! Lunch was with Eileen, Eric, and Lawrence today!

Okays, and I've got hooked on harry potter books now. Shit. Bf has been saying it's damn nice ever since I know him, and he has been bugging me to go read! Then, finally I started today. And damn shit, I'm hooked. Hahas! Told bf I was reading HarryPotter, and he exclaimed "FINALLY AH!!" Lols!! Hahas.

Should I say that my life is so life-less, or so fulfilling now?
Then, perhaps it's only the start, but I'm definitely not complaining now!! Hahas.

Anyway,
day by day, I'm feeling you more :))
LOves you, dear :))

IMY.

2009-05-27T00:01:00.002+08:00

Second day of work, first half of the day was really unbearable. I kept forcing myself to keep my eyes open. It was really torturous. Lunch today was with Eileen, Ryan and Eric. The food was damn good lahs. Damn nice. After lunch, we had trainings on MBS and OCU. So, during the other free times, I was really hardworking. Mugging away with the informations on the programmes, with the notebook in front of me, and my comp in MDIS's blackboard on the slides. It's really worse than my schooling days.

After work ended, headed down to downtown for the MIE's chalet. So great to see all of them lahs! Esp my 3 buddies, kt, kj and zul :)) They are still the best!! Hahas. Some of the guys are entering army within the next two weeks, people like cs, and kj. Will definitely miss crapping ard on msn with them!!

Oh shit. 12:06AM already.
I need to go to bed!! Tmr I'm in Shift 2!! Will be attending a preview with the PCs at DG!! *Excited*
But sadly, because of the change of shift, then the preview in the night, I can't go for the Atomic's chalet.

Okays. Nights!! LOVES.

I didn't forget you.
Love bf too :))

2009-05-26T11:16:00.003+08:00

Lols, this was taken last friday. We went back to cleanroom to take the safety video for the future MIE students. Director was tian rui, casts were me and chorseng. Royston & Jonavan came to join us awhile later! Lols.

Video will be out shortly!!

Seriously, Can you feel the state 0f boredom I'm going through in the midst of training days? God damn BORING can. Was supposed to have training the whole day today, but the trainers tt are in charge of us today are on leave. POWER lahs. Then me and eileen (another girl on training with me), are damn bored lahs. Sitting in front of a comp.. surfing chatting.. I don't even know if I'm allowed to do that. But I just heck lahs seriously. Im effing' bored!! Waiting for lunch time. Will definitely go for the whole 2 hours.

Seriously, I'm damn bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored!!!!

I need to sleep. I slept at 10.30 ytd night, but I'm still freaking tired! Damn, now I utd how tiring can working be. Esp sitting inside an office for the entire time. Can't wait to officially start working this friday lahs. At least I'll have mre things to do. Then maybe by then, I'll also be complaining that I've too many things to do. Hahas.

I'm having sore throat now.. G, did you pass it to me?!!?!?!?! Damn uncomfortable now.

And, I'm having cravings..

oreo cheesecakes.

booze.

2009-05-25T21:17:00.003+08:00

First day at MDIS unicampus at commonwealth.
4 days of training. Friday onwards, I will be based at Douby Ghaut's MDIS!

1st day of training, it's really tiring. Studying all the courses detail... it's just like studying for exams. Then have to undergo other trainings, blah blahh... ....

Whatever. im tired. I want to sleep. Good nights.

2009-05-24T23:23:00.001+08:00

Went for a short shopping spree at Vivo with G. So many boutiques having the mid-season sales. Seeing that 4 letter word in all the shops, damn shiok! LOL. Hahahas. Bought some clothes. Shit de lahs, my wardrobe is gonna start changing liaos.
Dinner was at White Dog's cafe. It was really nice lahs. But I guess we ordered too much. Lols. Then home after tt. Need to sleep early.

I can feel the difference.

Honey, deep loves :))

2009-05-23T15:44:00.002+08:00

Thursday- Went for the 2nd interview at MDIS.
Friday- Good new came, will be starting work at MDIS as a full-time programme consultant next Monday onwards. Acc them for de release of ESC election results. Congrats to all those who got in! Esp those of you so close with me :)) Went for the Main-sub com BBQ. So coincident, saw N. Their chalet was right beside. N was nice enough to give me a ride home! But with last min changes, we went to meet his friends, and had drinks. Lols. Was home in de morning. Slept for 2 hrs, went to settle my new job's thingy. Came back home to sleep.

Freaking tired.
I haven't played enough. And I'm starting work. Sighs. But nvm, cause, this job seems fun enough! =D Okays, I want to sleep somemore.. I'm freaking freaking tired.

Some more pictures taken on Graduation Day :)) With all my close friends in TP, I've walked through the 3 years experiencing all sorts of fun, joy, tears, and feelings. Thank you all so much :)) And for those Juniors, enjoy what you have left in your poly life. Live it through like how all of us did, you'll never regret :))

Enjoy the pictures :)) More to be found on Facebook!

Huan wei & me :)) i hate standing beside him... look at the height difference. damn.

Me & Head head sharon!!

Me and Csho!! (死asshole)

Atomic's juniors and me!!

Me & Malek!! Forever with food on his hands. BTH.

Me & Joan Tan :)) misses

My beloved extraordinary groupmates. My loves of the loves loves loves!! Hahas.

Me & KT, my "kor kor"!!

Me & KeJin!! You and your specs tgt, makes a damn kuku face! But den, you're still as cute as ever!!

Zul & me! The one who always takes care of me in silence. But I do know you are taking care of me everytime!

Look damn SAT right!! hahahas.

Me with the butt-itchy 二人组!!

My ark-ka-liao buddy & me!!

The usual campers! Programmers~~~

Ondey & me!! Thanks for always being there no matter what. For always lending a listening ear. TYVM.

"Boyfriend" & me!! Peesaravanmuthudubblelikabas cindy lim ah gong gong gong!!

Hoon and me!! The girl who always claims herself to be "dolphin".

YongQiang and me!! The guy that is gg to take over ondey's position as a clown. But you still need few more years of practice to reach his stage!

Stranger, Grace, Me & Larlene!! Congrats on getting into ESC!

Me and Royston BOEY!! Hahahas boey boey boey~~~

Atomics! Forever.

Wendy, Joel, & Me!! Hahas. The cuties.

The END.

2009-05-21T00:59:00.003+08:00

Graduation Ceremony 2009

I'm freaking lazy to post all the pictures up. To see more, please go to

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=85479&id=608110818&saved#/album.php?aid=85479&id=608110818&ref=mf

Hahahaha :))

The atomic family :D The grads with the juniors.

The maggot family!!

The MIE batch 07/08 We were tgt for 2 years!!
The regular campers's graduands!

My gf and me :))

Thanks for coming today, for helping in tking pics, carrying my stuffs, like my PA. Hahas. Thank you so much, bestie :)) 2 years down, I'll be at SP doing the same thing for you :))

Pretty gifts from butt itchy 2-person, Thanks! I rmbed I said I want flowers few weeks back. Thanks so much darlings!!
When I'm recieving my Diploma cert, blur, but this is it. Me in harry potter robe.

My sailor and me :)) deep loves.

(Look at the gold medal on him!! *proud*)

An entire day of photo takings, laughters, and seeing all the old faces again. All the best to all de graduands, and the juniors :))

Don't forget me okays!! Hahas!! LOVES.

2009-05-19T23:33:00.001+08:00

Thanks, seriously.

2009-05-19T03:18:00.001+08:00

LOH TUCK CHON!! PLEASE TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU KNOW I CAN'T TOLERATE SUSPENSE!!!!

2009-05-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

*Grins*
Lunch was at 1pm, Meeting was at 2pm.
I was late for both. Lols. I arrived at 3pm. And when I arrived, they were discussing the final details liaos. And within 5 minutes, finished. I was like dots........ In the end went down to school, for nothing!! Shit de. Lols.
After "boyfriend" and bf's bestfriend they all came back from the charity event, we went down to concourse to help them distribute flyers! Lols. And I left at ard 5.30pm, to meet up with G at town. Did some shopping, and had dinner. And G was damn high today. Total madness. One word for you, "SIAO".
Home after that, and I'm aching all over. Didn't sleep properly, and now, I'm having aches over my body. Really is shit de!!

And damn funny, I recieved an sms from dex's gf ytd. And dex, don't worry lahs! Don't be bothered by those kids. Yeah :)) Cheers ok!

I need to know.
It's tiring to keep on guessing.
And..
I need more den what you are showing now.
You don't realise that, do you?
You never realise things... till the words are said.
Do you even utd me?
Sighs.

2009-05-18T04:18:00.004+08:00

4:18am
I just got home. I told you I won't be gg out with them tonight. I really did not.
I went to bed ard 10+pm, but ard 1am, N called. Just in time, I was feeling hungry.
So we went out for prata at Jalan Kayu, then to Yishun damn to find the ice-cream man. But sadly, he wasn't there. Sat there for awhile, and after tt, he sent me home.
Before I left the car, he said: "Sibei shiok, go out until tired tired then immediately go home sleep. Don't need think so much."

Lols. N, you always caught my exact same sentiments.
Now, I'm off to bed. Nights.

what will happen?

2009-05-17T20:06:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry.

All I wanted, is just for you to show that you care.

2009-05-15T21:00:00.002+08:00

Wed's night was spend partying away at Arena.
Thurs was spend in school helping out with their campaign, and chatting with long time no see friends.
Fri which is TODAY, will be going partying later at StJames.
Sat which tomorrow, will be also partying away at Phuture.

Oh my :)) I love partying.
Wrong. I love the booze there.

Nights :))

ENJOY THE WEEKENDS PEOPLE!!

2009-05-11T21:38:00.002+08:00

Went to school to celebrate Serene's 21st birthday today! I got no pictures!! Lols. Met up with CS at tm to get the cake first. Went back to school. Had brunch. Surprised Serene, with a smack on my back. Met up with the usual programmers. Eye power at them having dinner at Jurong cafe. Home.

I love my song.

2009-05-11T00:14:00.004+08:00

It's been so long..
the smiles, the laughter, the sarcasm, the jokes, the bullshits.

[updated at 4:50am]
I shld be sleeping 2 hours ago.
fck. im still here.

it's just not as simple as what you think it is.

2009-05-09T21:58:00.002+08:00

I didn't have dinner ytd, didn't have breakfast today, my stomach was growling away. And just in time, bf says he wants to bring me to eat his fav jap food. And I said OK!
People around me would know very well, me, eunice goh, dislikes JAPANESE food. And unluckily for my bf, he loves Japanese food. So, he was always telling me how nice how nice Japanese food are, esp Sashimi. But it never got through my head.

Late brunch was at Waraku. And, I had some unagi with rice and the hot soba. I forgot the name lahs. Lols. The portion was EXTREMELY HUGE. Bf had his, i-dunnoe-whats-that-thing. He managed to finish everything. Seriously, he's a bottomless pit.

I got my Torey Hayden book, 'The Sunflower Forest' from kinokuniya. Shit de lahs. I actually wanted 'The silent boy' instead. But it was out of stock. Damn. We walked around, and then settled down at Taka's coffee club for a drink.

That's about all for the day.

Love you to bits :))

2009-05-09T01:35:00.002+08:00

Spell me H-A-P-P-Y!!

*grins*

I used alot of eye power today. Watch them play badminton, watch them eat dinner.... And on a random note, THE WEATHER IS FREAKING HOT!! Met up with deary at Tampines. Both subway don't like us. Ended up in Mos Burger. I used eye power again, watch him eat. Chatted with him till 1AM. Wah laos. Time seriously flies :))

And finally, I'm freaking tired now.
I want to sleep. Good Nights.

2009-05-06T23:12:00.003+08:00

WARNING: This FBT SHORTS & SLIPPERS are totally inappropriate attire inside Microelectronics Competency Unit and Cleanroom.
Which then easily explains why I was kicked out of the CU the second Heng Swee Huat saw me. *damn*

Today was just another BLL day in school with the grads, lunch at mensa, walk here walk there, eat here eat there, drink so much bubble tea, buy newspapers, visit people, slack in atomic, knock kian's, andy's, zhuboo's head, fight around the sofa, dinner at TM, slacked at CS, then, FINALLY, bused home.
Bth.. really is BLL nowadays.

2009-05-06T00:05:00.001+08:00

The time has come,

for the words to be spoken...

2009-05-03T14:25:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, finally caught a movie with bf. It's been decades since we've caught a movie tgt. 17 again is very nice! Lols. Then, after the movie, I went to kbox to meet the people in the pictures below, and then stayed for awhile, and cabbed over to StJames to meet up with the ladies :))

IsthiswhatIwant?

toomuchleftunsaid,

toomuchtoendureitalone,

toowoodentounderstand.

Photos from Kbox

Photos taken on Labour Day!!

The end

2009-05-02T00:09:00.003+08:00

CAN ANYONE GO TO THE KITCHEN TO GET ME A MUG OF WATER?

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

When I was home back this early morning, I posted an entry, and happily went to bed. But I ended up rolling around on my bed, unable to fall asleep. Then I ended up not sleeping the entire night.
Left my place for Changi V, met up with BF, breakfast with him, and he left after most of them arrived. Then met up with the rest of the programmers. Total humans: 13 Wahs, Changi is flooded with humans can. People mountain people sea. First time I'm gg to Ubin, I've to Q from outside the jetty. Bth. Ubin was also flooded. And It was really another enjoyable day at ubin. Never ever fail to make me wanna go back there again. Dinner with them, and I dragged myself home. I needed sleep immediately.

BUT, once I reached home, I took my bath, and I sat in front of my comp. Gina said she's bored. Then off we go, to starbucks with leeshumei. Norton came for a short while. I attacked his fries. It was yummy. Then, he ps-ed us and went to meet his brothers. LOLs. The 3 of us cont to sit down there and rubbished. "Have you taken your shower??" Lols. Finally left for home when the clock strucks twelve midnight.

I was in need of sleep hours back, but now, I'm too numbed to feel the tireness.
Good bye.

2009-05-01T03:17:00.002+08:00

Current time: 3:30AM

I went to woodlands to meet up with CS to train down to bukit gombak. We met up with Andy, Eddie, Kian, Joan Lim, Jan, Royston, Joan Tan and Chee Yong over there. Dinner tgt, and headed down to Xiao Gui Ling. Seriously, I didn't know sg had such a place lorhs. Damn beautiful.. so wu xia xiao shuo! Lols. And stupidly, I still kept believing it was a restaurant lorhs! Then finally I believed that it was a scenery place, I thought it was gonna be very nice and like a air-conditioned place for you, so I wore nice nice. Reached there, saw them, then I knew I was wrong.... diaos... to think I wore a dress there. Stupid shit. Then, we headed to Andy's place while kian and eddie went back to get eddie's car. Then we went to Lau Pat Sat to eat! Finally ate my long craved lala! LOLs. Then, I tried to eat the chu4 chu4. Wah.. Sadly, at the end of it, I still failed to learn how to eat it. I'm never gonna eat that stupid thing again. Eat is a pleasure, a relaxing thing to do.. this stupid chu4 chu4 is definitely relaxing. Not pleasuring at all. Lols.
Headed to Yishun dam after tt. Lols. It's been long since I've been there seriously. And nothing's nice there.
Finally headed home, but then, I don't feel sleepy. But I'm have to wake up in like 3 hours time to go meet my BOYFRIEND!!! =D =D =D I know you all must be thinking why I have to meet him at such an ungodly hour. Because, due to our packed schedules, there's no more other timings we can meet up this weekend. Sad :((
So he is so damn nice to come down to Changi V to meet me for breakfast before I go Ubin with my friends!! *感动到！！Hahahas!! LOVES LOVES!!!

Okays, I'm gg to bed now. Good Nights people!!

2009-04-28T23:27:00.007+08:00

Last saturday night, the usual 4 girls out partying, and....

my secondary school gf!! Mitchell!!

and 3 new friends from friends.

The end.

never again.

i swear.

2009-04-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

I went swimming again today!! It was raining cats and dogs in the morning, and we were like so worried the swimming session is gonna be cancelled!! Hahas, but still, we met up for subway at cp. The "we" consist of Kian, Andy, ShuMei and me! After lunch, we went to Sengkang swimming complex! Lols, they said Jurong East swimming complex is 3X better than Sengkang one. So, we're gg there next week! Yeah man~~ LOL, we swam, played, relac one corner for an hour plus, Hoon finally came. Then we swam again, played with slides, relax, fool around, whatever~~ till 6.30PM. We were in the water for so many hours. And end up being locked out of our own lockers cause we stayed too long in the water. Hahas. Dinner together, bubble tea, pasar malam, shopped, and finally HOME.
I bet I'm gonna sleep early tonight. Cause swimming is really tiring.

I shall spend my heart on worthy ones. [not refering to you, lover boy :)) ]

2009-04-26T19:15:00.002+08:00

Ytd, spent the whole of the daytime in my room. Only till the sun sets, then, left my place to meet up with Serene, CS, and Jo at cp for a small bite, till Gina came down, and the both of us left to meet Mit, and den the 3 of us headed down to StJames to meet her other 2 friends. Then, awhile later, Mag and Eileen came to join us too!! And I think, I was gone pretty fast, cause, Gina sent me the photos, I'm only in like 10% of the photos! Darn. No photos for this post again!! Waiting for the photos from Mit's side!!

Yeahs man, 4 more days!!

2009-04-22T22:56:00.004+08:00

*jumps up and down!!*

Muahahahahahas!!! Why do I feel so happy? It's sooooo worth the wait everyday. Hahahahahas!!!

*continues to jump up and down!!*

hahahahas. Love love love love love you darling~~ LOVES YOU MANY MANY~~~ Hahahahas.

*screams *

Siao.. Okays. enough of my nonsense. Lols. Just update on what happen today!!
Went for an interview in the noon, and head down to TP to meet the people! Dinner with them at Jurong cafe. Lols. Then, home sweet home.
End of story.

*still jumping away!!*

Good nights people!! ILOVEYOUDEARY!!~~~

2009-04-22T03:04:00.002+08:00

He came to save me from boredom!!!
Thank you so much!!
Supper at the prata shop :))

2009-04-21T20:57:00.007+08:00

In the morning, was woken up by LeeShuMei's call. We went for a swim at SK's swimming complex. Woohoo~~ Opposite my place only. Shiok. It's been years since I went for a swim. No stamina at all. Lols.
Then the both of us, met up with Norton, and Gina for lunch at Subway in CP.
Home after tt.

Is today the 4th day?
Will you be calling tonight?

[EDITED]
YEAH MAN~~~. HE CALLED!!

2009-04-20T23:39:00.006+08:00

Hahas! Pictures from the camp!! and I've got more pictures to post up!!! AND THANKS TO SOMEONE, I've got so much more pictures I can't post. God damn it. This is my personal blog.
PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG IF YOU CAN'T TOLERATE WHAT IS INSIDE HERE!

Yeah yeah~~ today went to school, to meet PC for a chat in the morning. Den had lunch with him and eddie. After tt, was slacking and playing around the entire day with all of them~~ the camp kakis and atomiacs. In the late evening and night, all of us went to Tampines 1 for dinner. 17 of us in the SAYCHEEZE restaurant. YongQiang is the new successor of AndyLoh!! hahahahas!!

Okays, tt's abt all for today..

Job searching in process..

go away, sinful thoughts.

2009-04-18T23:12:00.007+08:00

Time has come for us to leave the school. I'll miss each and everyone of you. Never be forgotten.

First times

First time, I felt so damn proud as a programmer. First time, I went crazy dancing, cheering ard like no one's business. First time, I danced for the Engine's Regatta performance. First time, I became the maggot's family. First time, I danced on stage in the sports hall in front of the freshies. First time, I let go all the xing xiang and xi shua shua. First time, I cried in a camp like this. First time, the tears dropped when engine lost. First time, we hugged together and cried. First time, I cheered and sing and dance while crying. First time the juniors surprised us with the bbq. First time, I looked at all of them crying. First time, I stepped out of TP, and made me felt so unwilling to leave. First time, so many of us cried since ytd till today.

Joan Tan

Remember how I first talked to you? When we were in Year 1, a friend of mine wanted your number, I went to the toilet and asked from you. Then, we were in the same Japanese class in year 1.2, but we didn't talked at all. Then we got into the same course, Microelectronics. And thee was the m'sia trip coming. You asked if I was gg for it during MCT lab. And from there, our friendship start. During the m'sia trip, our friendship blossom, and we became great friends along with her. Then we often had lunch tgt, went to class tgt. Visited the toilet together. We then became main coms of atomic. We became great friends. Remember our first camp 500, we were in the admin dept. It was so slacking, we always came up to atomic to sleep. The both of us would squeeze on the sofa, each on one side, and sleep. Then after that very camp, our friendship again grew. We joined mre camps. And all the events that came up. The chalets, the outings, the pulau ubin trips, the GPS sentosa thing. The first poster that we drew together, the MIE orientation one, with the rainbows. Remember our noticeboards, the ones inside atomic, the one outside atomic. Remember how we'd always pon lectures, how we told each other we must work hard to pull up our GPAs. Whenever I had complaints, I was sad, you always listened. During the camps, when we go and bath, you always would ask, "girl, are u gonna slowly bath?" and I would always say yes. Den you'd "OK! I will also do that". Then, in the morning when we woke up, we would go and brush teeth, wash up, change, make up, everything together. They always nagged at us, to hurry up. But we always took out own sweet time. Remember the times when she did all that to us, we were so angry at her, the atomic people wld stand on her side, and we would be like the bad people. Until months back, when they start to see it themselves. Remember how we'd plan if we wanna go for dragonboat trainings, and the pulau ubin trips. Remember how we laughed and played together? The tkk, and the big fight before it? This was the first time we quarreled, and I was freaking sad. I cried when I knew that you were angry with us. I cried on the bus way home, thinking what did I do wrong, why are you mad at me. The nxt day we came to school to do the TKK, you ignored me. I was freaking upset, I was damn angry too. Cause I didn't utd, and I hate to be quarreling with you. You are my best gf in TP. We went through so much together in this 2 years. Why did the problem start cause of another person. Then we made up that day. We laughed and said everything out. And everything were solved. The tkk interview we went together with cs and ngkeewee. The things we would do together. Then this camp, you helped me do my hair for de performance, we went to buy the things for the performance with elaine and cindy. As usual, I did the wordings, you did the props. We were the proud publicity team in Atomic. After the regatta, we cried together, at the reservior with sharon and huizhen. We hugged and cried. We sang with the tp song, we did the cheers, we had the surprise bbq, we had so much together. Joan, my best best best gf. I love you so much, please do keep in contact. You are always so busy with work and cheeyong, I'm so afraid one day, you will stopped coming out with us, and forget us. I don't ever wanna lose a friend like you. YOU MUST NEVER FORGET ME. *HUGS*

I cried all the way from writing the start of your part till the end of your part. Now do you know you much you meant to me, girl?

Chor Seng

You were our leader in the M'sia trip, and I didn't know it. Till after when we entered atomic, you told us, and I was like, "HUH! It's you mehs!" See!! That's how anti-social you are, you didn't even socialise with your own grp of pp. You stupid idiot. During the first time months when we stepped into atomic, we had the chalet, me, you and jonavan were supposed to think of the programmes. I didn't know you both very well, so I always made up some stupid excuses and not come for the meetings. Then when we start to drift away frm shar, and you'd always stand on her side, and not believe us. I felt like bashing u then, cause you always see that "angelic" of her side, and esp when she cried, you would be soft and nice to her. Just because we didn't cry, we were the baddies. In atomic, you were always bullied. LOL, we keep dirtying up the clubrm, you'd always tidied it back. You made the room so neat, you were our proudest logistic. And for the MPSIP thingy, when you purposely put me out of the drawing lots cause you had some wrong info, when I found out, I was freaking upset. But what can I do, I don't know u all tt well, I couldn't do much. But thanks to you all, I had my MP grp with NKJ, and GKT. My two best boy friends in tp. Because I had them, I was so much glad that you left me out of it then. Thank you so much seriously. Then, still through the year, our friendship were still so cold. Until half a year back, I talked to you on msn, and we chatted and our friendship start to grow then. From normal clubmates, you became my another best friend in tp. I can tell you all my problems, my things, and you would helped me solve them, or even just to hear me out. Whenever I needed help, you helped. Everyday on msn, you'd be one of my MUST-CHAT-WITH friend. Remember the nights we chionged our studies before the exams overnight in school, with serene and johannes. Remember the night we were kicked out of TP, we went to mac to study, and den to bedok reservoir, slept in jo's car. Remember how you tried to pull me and gerry tgt, and we really came tgt. Then we had the GPS sentosa thing, how we run ard the whole sentosa, the 5 of us. The ubin trips, the stupid fotos we took, and everything. The TKK thing. When she was mad at us, how I scolded you like an ass. I hated you so damn much then, but I didnt mean it. I was mad. And everything I scolded you on msn, or in school, outside, or anything. Please know that I don't meant it. I know I may be abit straight at times, I may talk without thinking at times, but please forgive my stupid acts and things. I always say u are idiotic, you are not, you are so freaking clever. You taught me ICLPD, you taught me CET, how wld u be idiotic. And during all the times, you would talk loads and tonnes of bullshit. I felt like kicking you, and I told u that I wanted to kick you. I meant it. HAHA! Cause you really talked until very bullshit. Remember the nights you and jo wld come over to sengkang to meet me and serene for dinner. Then jo wld drive us ard. Let's not stop the night outs. I know even though we've graduated, we'll still be having outings, with the rest of the atomics :)) Remember hor, next time got gf liaos, Friends must be still more impt den her ok! Cause you have cute people like us as friends. HOHOHO! And don't ever forget us. Ho ChorSeng, You are really a wonderful friend. *Kick your ass* Thank you so much for everything.

Royston

Royston Boey. hahahas. Secretary of atomic, I rmb you were always scribbling minutes when we were having meetings, den fast and efficient, the minute would come shortly after the meetings. I was also not as close to you in the first year in atomic. Then, when kian when to his OSIP, you took over the club. You led us so well, we were so damn happy to have you as our secretary lahs. You were like a big brother to all of us, whenever we went into problems in club, we wld find you. You never fail to help us find a way out. Then we always have programmes, and you wld always be so steady, "OK!" is always your answer. Then I rmbed when you asked me to play L4D, that was the first time I played that, and I got hooked on it. You believe that I cld play that game well also! So happy lahs! Hahas. Then the ubin trips again, you helped me save my book from the rain, I was so so grateful. But you still niam me saying "where gt pp come ubin bring strybook de." wah laos. I was like HOW I NOE CANNOT BRING. lols. And when we asked you to join camps, you will always have that "i wan to join camp oso the look", but cause of chorseng keep psychoing u not to join, you REALLY NEVER JOIN! Qian da. hahahas, but luckily, after some psychoing from me and joan, you, cs and sam really join program. Damn happy lahs. And when even more pp from atomic like serene and amelia joined us, our atomiacs widened. DAMN HAPPY.den in the plannings of the games, you have so much new ideas. In our atomic events, programme planning, you took the initative to help out. You were really great. Let's all go ubin and find new places. HAHAHAS. When the next time we have outings, bring mz along oso!!! I miss her so much. She is so cute, like hamster lahs! hahahas. Also, I know we'll still have outings, and you'd come along. That night in airport, when you shared with us your things, I hear liaos, I want to cry liaos. The royston I know, I never expect all those things. You are really very strong, I'm so proud of you as well!!! TALL TALL ROYSTON. hahahas. Whenever pp ask who is royston, I will say, "there.. that one tall tall one from our club de" den they will know it's you liaos. hahahas. Lastly, you know we all love you. =D Friends always!!!!

Ee Kian

You were in my Japanese class, year 1's lecture group. And sadly, I didn't know you existed. Lols. Until you became our president, you were rlly our chop chop president. I remember you'd always end our meetings fast, from the agenda, you would finished each point fast. Woots. fast and efficient. LOL. den during CCN day, you and jill, was our hotdog man. Even though we only earned a little, the food is DELICIOUS. hohoho. OH! And do you know, when we told you we were damn proud we had a president like you ytd, we really meant it! Whenever you stepped onto the stage and talk, did you notice that we were always in smiles, we were always telling pp, "THAT'S OUR PRESIDENT! " And during the programme meetings, briefing and everything, whenever you are leading, you had that 'seh' there, and wah laos, so proud of you. My president. Then you always have alot of lame jokes, that made us laugh like crazy. Don't know what's gg inside the brain of yours, the stupid actions you always do, crazy de. You are really a great president, you did a great job. And a great leader. Once a president of mine, forever my president. =D

Jonavan

The welfare of our club :), also the loudest and the most irritating one. Lols. In clubroom, you're always sitting in front of the computer, playing the little fighter, and making lots of stupid noises, screaming away like just any other girls. Lols. But you always bring laughters to us. During meetings, you'd always cut into the topic and say some stupid things, and the whole clubroom would collapse into laughters. Then during exam periods, when everyone was mugging away in the clubroom, we would always pray and hope 'jonavan, pls come later, pls come later'. Cause all of us knows that if you come, no one would be able to concentrate studying, you'd be distracting us with all your lame jokes and your high pitch laughter! Then, there is always the times when you'd bug cs to play chinese chess with you, den he'd always hide away the set of chinese chess, and you'd go round the room searching for it. Hahahas. The sight of you ldoing that makes me wanna laugh like mad. You're always so involved in your church events, and it's always so hard to ask you along to our own events, we must always booked you in advance. Lols. In the future atomic gatherings, you MUST come along okays!!! Good luck in your future endeavours :)) Stay in contact, ALWAYS.

Guang Yao

Also known as Yao yao. Hahas, I started calling you yao yao after the genting trip. Lols! You are always the photographer in our outings. Without you, our outings would be photo-less!! Hahas. Not only that, we always call you mr 'no-link'! Cause you always talk the most no link things to our conversations! So diaos de. But your so much no link would be missed by us. And that no link hand action! Hahas! Remember to always always always stay in contact!!! =D

Anon

The one I talked to most lil' in the club. Cause you're always so quiet, and rarely comes along in our outside activities like ubin trips and so on. The only link I have other den being in the same club as you, is your gf is from my secondary school! I don't know if it's right to write it here, but since we're graduating, I would like to make things clear to her. I have no wish at all to spoil your r/s. Don't be so sensitive. wrong. Don't be so bo liaos. Because he's my friend, and my clubmate, and just because of you, I refrained myself from even talking to him at times. He is ONLY MY CLUBMATE AND CLASSMATE. Please let this be understood. I have my own bf, and I love my own bf dearly. What had happened in the past when we were young, it's the past. We were young and childish. Please let bygones be bygones.

He is a very nice guy from what I know. Smart, sporting and fun at times. Joan that day was like exclaiming, "Wahs, dis is de first time I see him so enthu abt this kind of things." It was during MTC. Hahahas. Then, we were like damn happy we pulled all of you into the camp. Throughout this 2 years, haven't really got a chance to know you well. But den again, I know you are one nice guy. Hope to see you ard :))

Jill

Dear girl, I remembered telling you before. The first time I saw you, you were in those baggy shirts and pants, with your hair tied up, and like a crazy girl jumping into the classroom. I turned towards kt and said "this girl is crazy." Next day, I saw you outside classroom, wearing a short leather mini skirt with a leather jacket, with your hair in a ponytail, dark eyeliners and everything. And we were all like WOW. This girl, is it the girl ytd? And from den, I slowly got to know a pretty and crazy lady like you. In the m'sia trip, you were my room mate. Then, we became clubmates, and we became good friends. You always had some problems with your family, your bf. But you were strong. You often share with us your problems. And dear girl, irregardless of whenever in the future, as long as you still need a listening ear, find anyone of us, we'll be still right here, to hear you out. Loves girl. All the best inside navy :))

Eddie

You were in my lecture hall in Year 1, I didn't know who the hell are you. And the stupid thing you asked steven to do. I still didn't know it was you. After I joined camp 500, you were the programme head then. I was in admin dept, we were helping the programmers to get rid of all the flour at EN17-4, you said you did talk to me. But I still don't know who are you. Then, through friendster, I got to know you, and finally saw your picture through it. Then, you was always asking me to go out with u andy and kian to chill. I was like rejecting you always. Then, one day, I was freaking upset. And all I wanted to do then, was to get out of my house and get some air. Then, I smsed you. And you came along with them. Our friendship started from then. We started hanging out frequently in the nights, with andy. And nt long after, I brought Gina along, and the 4 of us, became best of friends. Everyday together. Going out for months and months. I still remember the CNY last year, we met up every single day still. We were all inseparable. Then, you brought me under your depts in each camp. You taught me alot of things. Like a big brother of mine. You would never give me face, fight with me like as though I'm a guy. Then in front of so many people, pinned me to the ground and fight me. Really is QIAN DA!! Then, you taught me how to bite people. Hahahas, and I started biting you then. HAHAHAS. I will really missed the times, when you'd nudge me online everytime, and pull me out of my hse, to have a coffee, or just to chat. When you'd listened to my troubles, and help me think of ways to solve them, or to just let me say everything out. Thank you so much for your guidance throughout this 2 years I've known you. I'll cont to nudge you online!! =D stupid eddie.

Andy

Ondey!!! I known you through Eddie! Hahas, remember the days we had together?! Having pratas, night outs, chills and everything! You were always so nice, letting me beat you. Lols! And then, you was always full of jokes and bullshits. With the head bobbing left and right. Hahas, den every CNY, we'd be at your place to have the yearly gambling session! Lols. Oh, and if there was the Most Helpful Award, I'll give it to you. Always helping us dl songs, dramas, fixing viruses. reformating laptops, everything! Without complaining.. And as long as it's within your limits, you'd do it. Thank you so much for everything. Let's always keep in contact, and cont our prata sessions ok!!!!! LOLS. No goodbyes shall be said, cause we'll always still be friends =D

Elaine

Yo girl! I've only got to know you through the Cent camp last year. And we weren't even talking much. Then, through more and more camps, we got to know each other more. You are a really nice girl, fun and friendly. From this week0, hahahas, you were really crazy. You actually went crazy with me, doing those crazy things like cheering and jumping ard with me. Doing those things we'd never ever do in the past. All these are really memories. The best times only come when we're all graduating. Don't cry, cause it's really contagious, and seeing such a strong girl like you cry, makes me feel more emotional. Many times during de last 2 days, it was cause I see you cry, den tears welled up my eyes. I will never ever forget such a fun girl like you, and no matter what, be strong and enjoy your last year in TP. Let's all always still meet up for bubble teas and dinners and lunches. We can still do stupid things together and laugh it all off. I love ya!!

Cindy

Boyfriend!! Hahas, my new boyfriend!! They always call you silly, gong gong, and ah neh.. Hahahas, you are rlly always so blur, with that blur look on your face. Like tt day at dinner, when I asked you to help me kiap that sotong, you was like dun care me. Then I was like looking at you for tt few seconds, and you turned ard and gave me a super sotong look and "HUH?". That second I jiu laugh and immediately forgive your blurness. Hahas, your blurness is superb and damn cute. Lols, it's impossible to be mad at you for your blurness. And the maggot idea, how could you even suggest that we zipped ourselves up in slping bags and appear there wriggling ard. Lols. And the worse thing was, all of us AGREED!! hahas. You have the most nonsensical ideas, but it was just so fun, that none of us can say no to it. Hahahas. Thank you so much for the fun you brought to us. And you're another one, that I couldn't bear to see crying. I thought elaine cry already made me bth liaos, den plus seeing you beside her also crying away, make me also cry immediately. You both always do the most significant things. Thanks for the xi shua shua manual. Lols. It's really extremely cute and memorable. I'll never forget the dance! Hahas! And, don't be sad that we're leaving, cause we're definitely still coming back to have dinner tgt!!! My dearest boyfriend!!! =D

Chee Yong

The first time I met you, was through Joan! To get that mobile LIFE game from you! Hahas, sounds stupid yeah? But it was how our friendship started! And soon, you always appeared in Atomic, and all our events. In the start, we known you as Joan's bf. But as time goes by, you became an individual friend. You were fun and sporting. Always doing some nonsense things. Maggots.. Hahas! MR MAGGOT!! lols! In our future gatherings, be sure to turn up with my darling Joan okays!!

Kuan Teng

Yo! Goh family! hahas. I shall not start from the stry of hw much I hated you in de past. You've prolly heard the story so many times. Just wanna wish you all the best in your future endeavours and have a happy life with your gf. Good luck in NS, and please do rmb to nudge me on msn for a chat once a while ok! Don't tell me nothing to say. Slap you! Hahas. Take care alright!! Cheers!! LOves!

Ke Jin

Mr crapper! Hahas, Youtube fanatic. Always finding those nonsensical funny clips and showing it to us. Then, always having those catchy tones, you'd keep singing and singing them till everyone catches it. Bth. Hahas, you live so near school, next time, if i go back sch, must come meet me for lunch! If not, if we have outings. must come ok!! Ubin trips!!

Zul

Hahas!! MY 3 YEARS FOC TUTOR!! HAHAs! Steady lehs! If not for your constant tutorings, I think I would have flunk my papers. And you are always so nice taking care of me! Other people always tell me, zul so fierce to everyone, but when it comes to you, he'd take so good care of you. Even though he seems fierce, but he's very nice to you! See... My dear zul is so nice!! Hahas. I feel so proud to have you as a friend! WOots!! Next time I go your workplace find you ok! If you change work place liaos MUST TELL ME!! =D love love zul!

Those whose names are not up there, it doesn't mean that you're forgotten, just that it took me freaking long to write all these, and I'm gg crazy writing all these. I'll still never forget you all.

And THANKS ALL THE JUNIOR PROGRAMMERS FOR THAT SURPRISE BBQ. It was really a pleasant surprise. So proud to be working with all of you. Work hard for the future camps and studies!!

Last but nt least, I really miss him. 3 weeks is freaking long. I've got no idea, how am I gonna survive the remaining 2 weeks... Deary.. it's your phone calls tt keeps me gg. But these 3 days without your phonecall, for God-knows-why reason, it's misery. Outfield? Punishment? I've got no idea at all. Waiting for your call after the 3 days. Waiting waiting waiting.... I love you honey. The first thing I wanna do when I see you, is to give you a big hug.

2009-04-18T18:03:00.003+08:00

I'm back home from Week 0 camp!!!
Tears flowed nonstop, all words came out, surprises, hugs, laughters, madness, and lastly, goodbyes.

To be updated tonight.
Await for my long post :))

2009-04-13T01:20:00.011+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY,

GERRY CHAN!!

This post is gonna be full of PICTURES!!
My monthsary was again spent at pulau ubin! Like last month!! Hahas. Cause my dear boy is inside navy. Nvm :)) Cause everytime we meet up, it's just as special :)) LOVES.
Ubin trip this time consist of : Me, Joan, CheeYong, Royston, Norton, and ChorSeng!!

This was taken at the tower! High high and away~~~
Familiar? hahahas, we did the same poses as the previous times.
This is another one! Just that Serene has changed to Joan!!

My lovely lady and me :D

ChorSeng, CheeYong, Joan, Me and Royston. Lovely atomics. When there's lovely atomics, there's the lovely Eunice :))

Norton, me, and ChorSeng on the boat!!!
Okays, I fell down, all norton's fault. And I can still laughed. WHY? Cause ChorSeng gave me false hope tt ngkeewee called. Shit you.

Okays, I've got alot of black and blues now. Painful sias.

St James on Saturday 11th April 2009

Maggie and me.

Bestie and me

Pretty ladies

Last but not least, someone drew this, and insist that this is me. I'm not that OLD okays!! Lols. this girl in the portrait look like an auntie. I shall draw you next time. Show you MY SKILLS =P !!

End.

2009-04-11T16:35:00.002+08:00

Met up with the back-from-ocp Serene ytd!! ChorSeng was there too!! Hahas. Went to her place to play with boyboy.. (ok.. I didn't even touch it. Too scary.)

When partying with the girls....

More to come ... SOON.

2009-04-10T17:48:00.003+08:00

Deary came out ytd!! Hahahas. Cause it's a public holiday today. I'm love PH now. hahahahahas. We went for lunch at hongkong cafe. Then walked ard, and headed to TP. He wanted to settle his club thingy.

How do I not feel happy with you in my life, feeding me estasy every now and den! Loves.

Then in the night, met up with the ladies, head down to St James again. It's when more courage are used, and up up we go!! The photos of the previous two nights are all with eileen and maggie!! I want the pictures!!!

Mr.Loh came down and brought us all to prata. Gina and me were craving for it ever since that night. Lols.

Home at 6+AM. Ringed him. And HE PICKED!!! muahahahahas. Shuang. It feels good to come back and know that he'll be there at his home and not locked up away in the jail.

ZZZzzzzzZZzzzzz..

Woke up in the noon, ringed him again, and went back to sleep. (dear, you see. I'm so nice. Wake up first thing jiu think of you =P )

He called awhile later, and came to meet me. Hees :)) How sweet. Loves loves.

And now I've reached home feeling slpy. Yet so happy. (I keep thinking of the msg ytd, I reminsce it one time, I fly one time, reminsce it another time, I fly again. hohohos )

2009-04-09T19:00:00.002+08:00

Ladies Night again at St James.
We got high again, and woohoo~~ madness. Hahas.
Partying with them whole night long.
Eileen's bf sent us home.

Is it too much to ask for?
Sighs.

2009-04-08T13:49:00.004+08:00

The Climb by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin
But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I,I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby.

It’s all about,
It’s all about the climb.
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith.

Whoa, O Whoa.

2009-04-07T02:30:00.002+08:00

In the afternoon, went to school for dragonboat training. Reach the reservoir, only to know that the training has been cancelled.
All of us went to Engine Hall 2. The girls got glued to the screen and watch shows. The guys were beside complaining of our noise level all the way.
Dinner opposite school.
Home for awhile, den went out for supper with the 2 of them.
2:31AM : Finally home!!

I've been recieving bonuses almost everyday now.
Elated =D

2009-04-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

Lunch (with gina) : Subway,
Dinner : Home-cooked food,
Supper (with gina): JavaChip.

Anw, I've got some pictures from MTC!! TMD. So little of programmer's faces. We must take more during Week 0 lahs!!!

He went in again already.

But nvm :D I love public holidays more than ever now. Hohoho.

2009-04-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

Yea man~~ Today is a SATURDAY!! Which means, HE'S OUT! *HUGE SMILES*
We went to East Coast Park, strolled from one end to the other. Then, to find the seafood hawker centre packed with humans. So we gave up finding seats, and strolled back.

Anw, this is the word.

/Tranquilizer/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [trang-kwuh-lahy-zer] –noun
1.a person or thing that tranquilizes.
2.a drug that has a sedative or calming effect without inducing sleep.
3. Anti Anxiety drug
4. Antipsychotic

And boy, you're my tranquilizer.
Reason being..... SECRET.

2009-04-03T21:57:00.003+08:00

Ubin Adventure Trip AGAIN!

with Royston, MeiZhen, Johannes, Amy, Amelia, Wee Pin and Chor Seng

Only very limited photos I have!! Cause, there's me in these 4!! Hahahas!!

Me and my new found SISTER (SHIT you csho, I'm gonna call you sister from now on. You cao gu niang!!)

Royston suggested the Nobody Nobody But you~ the pose. And we pose. Den after Take 1, csho said, we must mouth the nobody nobody but 'chew'!! So we had a Take 2!!On the way to Changi to meet them this morning, I realized I lost something fcuking impt to me. Worse thing was, I got no idea when I lost it, and where I lost it. I was freaking upset.
God damn it, I sucks big time. How can I be so careless!! ......
..............
.........

F.

Other den this,
I've got so much inside, but so much unsaid.

"aaaaaaaaaaaaaa..hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........."
Because, ILY too much, to risk anything, to change anything.

END.

2009-04-02T13:00:00.004+08:00

Ladies Night

Nights out at T3 on tuesday night with Royston, Cs, Amelia and Serene! Reason : SERENE is flying to Cambodia for OCP!! hahahas.

So, a night's talk, fun and laughter =D

2009-03-31T02:14:00.002+08:00

2:14AM, I'm freaking hungry now. And I ordered mac, but the moment I hung, I called back to cancel the order. Cause.. the stupid service sucks. 1 and a half hour lehs!!! WDF. I would have die of hunger by then!!
I'm freaking HUNGRYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHH!! Why there's NO FOOD IN THE KITCHEN!! Not even a pack of instant noodles!?!! Qian da to the max CAN!!! ARgh!!

HUNGER SUCKS BIG TIME.
SHALL GO TO SLEEP TO CURE HUNGER. GOOD NIGHTS.

GOD DAMN IT. I AM STILL FREAKING HUNGRY...

*rant non-stop* ..........

NIGHTS.

2009-03-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

Shit.. I shouldn't be so lazy, should have gone running, and L4D with them. Then, I wouldn't be so bored at home NOW!! I'm practically sleeping, eating, msn-ing and den gg back to slp. Den wake up do the same thing and.... IM FREAKING BORED!!!!!
And BOREDOM makes me miss him more!!!!!
Dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear............................. ...........

I kanot be in this enclosed room for too long.. boredom will kill me........ I need to find entertainment already!!! ANYONE~~ DATE ME OUT NOW!!!!

I AM GOING MAD!!!!

2009-03-30T04:33:00.003+08:00

It's 4:38AM, I just got back home after a night out with Jo, Serene and ChorSeng! (Cs is not in the pic cause he's the photographer!)

Jo and Cs came to Sengkang to have dinner first! And WOOTS, it was SUBWAY again! Hahahas. Jo stood by me!! Too bad for Cs who hates subway. HAHAHAHAS. After dinner, we headed over to rivervale mall to pick Serene, den send her home to change!

We then, headed to Kent Ridge, had a hard time finding the place. LOLS. 4 of us were road idiots. When we reached there, we went to walk deep inside, and woohoo~ we finally walked to another carpark. And there was a car there lahs! We used torchlight to shine at them, and the car immediately light up and started to move towards us. We were like 15 mins away from our car, and we ran like mad and laughing all the way into the deep trees inside. HAHAHAS. Omg, this is the first time I'm approaching these kind of cars on legs instead of car. Lols, then we headed to the prata shop near NUS to eat. After supper, we went to Woodlands Dr 14, the place is very nice sias!! And all the way, till eyelids got heavy, and we decided to end the night!! Hahas.

Yea~~ Friendships are more impt than those nonsense. Not gonna let those things affect what I have with my friends. They can mistake me, I don't wanna give a damn anymore. Cause, my true friends, know who I am, and how I am. Don't have to bother explaining to anyone who judge me before they know me.

Last but not least, I'm gonna miss you, honey.

2009-03-29T19:23:00.003+08:00

If I've got a chance to talk it out with her, I would.

Words passed on through people's mouth and when it finally reaches yours, it will not sound and mean like what it came out from me.

2009-03-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

I'M HOME FROM MTC!!! LOLS!!! Shuang!! This time, like all the other camps, was extremely fun!! LOLS. Games concept were totally different, and surprisingly, once in a blue moon for programmers, the feedbacks were positive!! =D

Refresher day: Basically, we prepared the log items, set up for the nightwalk. Prata for supper.
Day 1: Official camp starts, participants turnout rate was good lahs! And they were uberly enthusiatic can!! It's like they all ate pills lahs! Our own games were very new, and original.
Oh yahs!! OMG. OMG. OMG. Hahahahas, on thursday night, he booked out and came back to school!!! OMG lahs!! I was SO SO SO surprise and happy can!!! And joel was the accomplice can!! Ice-cream =.= LOLS. Many loves deary!! hahahas, I was the happiest girl on earth that night :))

Day 2: The xi shua shua dance was a great hit! Damn fun and everyone enjoys it! Throughout the whole day, we couldn't sit down and have a proper meal. We had to carry our breakfast to our stations to eat it and set up the game at the same time. Deary came to school for his interview. Wahs, damn proud of him =D And seeing you den, was equivalent to my energy booster. Right after that game, we went carried our lunches and log items to the 2nd game of the day to set up and eat there. After the long day, we thought we could finally have a proper dinner in short circuit or something. But no, we had to do the nightwalk, we carried our food over to the nightwalk's location, and eat and listen to the briefing from our heads at the same time. =.='''
I was tgt with CS in Room3 acting. I almost killed myself in there for acting repeatedly so many many times.

Day 3: Some cock up with the location for the last game. But problems were solved. While waiting for the mentors to all come, programmers went berserk, dance to our joy's content. All the TP songs, the xi shua shua, cartoon dance everything, under the BIG HOT SUN. And the game was executed. And the sun burnt us all programmers today. We were all LOBSTERS lahs.
And after the camp broke, we met up again!! TODAY IS A SATURDAY!! hahahas. Dinner was at Subway!! YES!! I'm forever craving for it.
HAHAHAHAHAS. Tell me any reasons, how can I not be the happiest girl on earth?

Seeing you these consecutive 3 days is like a rare gem lahs. OMG lor. Never expected I would see you straight 3 days like this after you've gone in. I would never forget that joy that sprung onto me that second I saw you that night. Undescribable. *BIG smiles*

And I know, it's never a mistake to be with you.

I love you

I read this from "The Time Traveller's Wife"by Audrey Niffenegger, and this two paragraphs got me reeled into the story.

It's hard being left behind. I wait for him, not knowing where he is, wondering if he is okay. It's hard to be the one who stays.
I keep myself busy. Time goes faster this way.
I go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. I take walks. I play until I'm tired. I watch the wind play with the trash. Everything seems simple until you think about it. Why is love intensified by absence?

Long ago, men went to sea, and women waited for them, standing on the edge of the water, scanning horizon for the tiny ship. Now I wait for him. He vanishes, I wait for him. Each moment that I wait feels like a year, an eternity. Each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. Through each moment I can see infinite moments lined up, waiting.

2009-03-25T12:17:00.000+08:00

EUNICE HAS BEEN ENLIGHTENED.

2009-03-25T03:24:00.003+08:00

I'm back home from prata at my fav shop.
And, it's during nights like these, when the missing gets worse.
Can you feel it?

2009-03-24T23:42:00.004+08:00

This picture is BEST de lahs! Hahahahas. Once I saw this picture, I know this picture must be here today. LOL. My botak monkey is inside the ... JAIL!! Hahahahahas. Seeing this picture brightens me up, cause it reminds me of you. Yet it makes me laugh. Hahahahahas. Damn steady. I like. LOL.

Will be away from home from tomorrow till Saturday! Camp camp camp!! Last second camp in TP!! ENJOY MYSELF, while he's inside the jail!! hehehehes.

I don't want nobody else.

2009-03-24T00:24:00.003+08:00

YOYOYOYO!!
Oh yea~~ Oh yea~~ la la la la~~~

Was out in a short while after I got up today!! Hit town with Gina for movie and dinner! We caught Marley and Me, and the movie sucks. The book is definitely 100x much better. Dinner was at Fish & Co. Home sweet home after everything :D

Honey was very zhun today. Hahahahas, normally he calls at the timing when I'll be inside de cinema today. But instead of the normal timing, he called right after I stepped out of the cinema. Lols! =D =D hahahahas. Loves loves <3

Okays, time for me to hit the sack!! *provided I can pry myself off my laptop*
GOOD NIGHTS!!!

2009-03-23T04:26:00.004+08:00

Okays, my botak has went in again.. Dots...... ......

Went for dinner at Chomp Chomp with Gina after sending him in, den met up with another friend tgt after dinner. It's 4:37AM now. I'm tired. Sleepy.

Pictures taken during SME's event on Saturday!! Shit lor.. All my buddies take with me, only PC never take with me!!!

KaiHoe and Me :))

Johannes and Me :))
Johannes, GuangYao, and Me :))
LQ and Me :))
Okays if you look carefully, there's a milo stain on his shirt, accidentally caused by me. LOLS.

ME :D
End

2009-03-21T21:23:00.004+08:00

Ytd was helping out at SME's event at Funan. Took photos! But still waiting for em' from kh.

Today was the BIG DAY. =D
Morning call from our leader, and I dropped back to sleep. And if not for deary's good luck sms, I jiu gg liaos. Hees. =D Arrived in school, Joan and ChorSeng was there alr, NgKeeWee was also there too!! Omg. I was the latest. Lols, he drove us all to the stupid damn faraway place. LOLs. Gan Jiong shit man. Hahahahas. 2 mins before we went into the interview room, I keep trying to talk to de 2 of them, but they ask me dun tok to them, and they cant listen anything in now!! Their faces were damn solemn!! Omg. Make me ganjiong only. Wdh.
Lols, but the TKK interview turned out not bad. Hahas, we were inside longer den we expected, and the judges were pretty interested too! The minute we came out, we were full of smiles. And seeing NgKeeWee waiting outside for us like a father, we immediately told him everything tt happened inside!! All is well =D yea~~~
He wanted to treat us to lunch, but we declined and say, let's all wait for the results and knock a HUGE meal from our CM instead. hahahahas!

After he sent us back to school, we nua-ed in atomic. Chatting while I held onto the phone to wait for my botak's call!! And he really did called after a short while!! HE'S OUT LAHS!! HAHAHAHAS. Woots~~ left to meet him!! Hahahas, the first thing I did when I saw him was to smile, and den, I pulled off his cap!! BOTAK!!! LOLS!

I suggested to him, he could actually consider being botak for the rest of his life. He actually look not bad being a botak lehs. Except from some angles, he looks like a criminal on run. Lols! But don't worry dear, you are still as handsome as ever~~~ LOVES YOU MANY MANY!! HAHAHAHAS. botak!! LOLs.

We went for lunch at NYDC at bugis, walked ard, and whole time, he filled me in with his stories and what actually happens inside. LOL. I think, his life inside ain't tt bad after all!! In fact, it sounds fun lahs! LOLS! And he has become FITTER more MUSCULAR!!! In just short 10 days lahs!! Lols!! Now I can start looking for bras for him!! muahahahahas.

Okays, Gina is bugging me. She wants me to faster post his botak picture up! Here goes.... MY BOTAK!

Cute right?? HAHAHAS. My lover boy. Hehes =D

End.

2009-03-19T23:39:00.004+08:00

Kapo says "I miss you too, daddy"

2009-03-19T05:17:00.005+08:00

If I can only say ONE thing now.. I wanna say..

"MY FEET IS ACHING LIKE NEVER BEFORE!!!!"

But too bad, I'm not confined to only being able to say ONE thing in my blog!! =p Hohoho. Lalalas~ It's 5.21AM, I'm just out from the bathroom from a shower, and I'm stuck on my chair. I practically dun wanna move my legs. It's freaking pain and aching and lemon-ish and stiff and... WHATEVER~~ I JUST DON'T WANT TO MOVE MY LEGS NOW.

Great night out at powerhouse with Gina, Eileen, and Norton!!! =D
And, I met Mitchell there too!! LOL. You idiotic girl, WHEN DID U START PUFFING CIGARETTES!!

Great thing that the meeting with the lecturers are postpone to the afternoon, means I can sleep more!! Hehes. GOOD.

:)) Okays, I want to SLP.

End.

2009-03-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

Was late for Programmer's meeting today, woke up half an hr after the meeting started. Rushed off to school and was just in time for the dance~~~ And my left and right coordination sucks totally!! But never mind, IT WAS FUN!!! =D And, Johannes joined Programme Dept!! WOOTS!! Our Atomiacs widened!!! Hahahas. Damn happy. Lunch with the big group of people, and den we splitted, the smaller group of us headed off to get the cardboard from bookshop, with gold and silver markers.
And we spend the whole evening doing, the chart, the final 2 prototypes. And huala!~ We're 99% done!! =D I did the chart, Joan did the 3-inched prototype, ChorSeng said he did alot.. BUT, WHERE'S DE RESULT! LOL. hahahahahas. And after the chart, I did the 6-inched prototype!! Hope everything is okays.. and... this Saturday is the interview liaos!! OMG. It's god damn far.... At buona vista.. WDH. =.=

Was so worried tt my handphone might not be able to dong until his call tonight. I was still in school, and I was really damn sians lahs. It was already flashing LOW BATTERY liaos. Luckily he called before the phone died on me. And, I'm a happy girl tonight.

Waiting 24 hours a day, just for that few seconds of your voice. And after that, the next 24 hours wait starts again. It's a daily routine now. Hahas :)) But nvm, worth it!! LOL. Loves you.

2009-03-16T22:42:00.006+08:00

My handphone laid beside me while my book was in my hands, the sudden lit up of my hp caught my attention. His picture came into sight. Oh boy, and was I surprised to recieve his call at this timing. It was early compared to other days. And we spoke for like less den 30 seconds then he had to hang off already. But well, it was better than nothing, yea?

Each time after you rang, the first thing that I want to do, is to blog. And den, a whole wave of emotions would come and overwhelmed me. And there I am, swallowed up by the waves of those horrible feelings.
... it really sucks big time.

You're inside the 'jail', i'm outside the 'jail'.. what difference does it makes? We're still so far apart...

How long would it take for me to get used to this?? How long to be exact?!?!

those words I yearn to hear, it never came out.
those words I want to say, they didn't came out from my mouth either.
_______________________________________________________________________

2009-03-16T20:14:00.003+08:00

It's a Monday, and it feels like just any other days, saturdays or wednesdays. It makes no difference. I've simply lose track of the days. In this extreme early part of the day, around 1+AM, went for supper and reached home at ard 4AM. Slept till 4PM, and was awaken by a call to date me to gym. And since there's nothing better to do, I agreed, and I was there in less den an hour. It's just opposite my place!! Lols =D I did some running, some leg exercise and I stopped. Lols.
Dinner was at Subway in compasspoint. Tried Cold steak today.. it was not bad at all! LOLs. Visited Popular with a hope of getting some books to read. And yea~~ I got Marley and Me! And I'm going back there soon to get the new Torey Hayden book, and InkHeart.

Music is blasting from my laptop, cause no one's home. I love having the whole house to myself :))

And... it's the 5th day after you've gone in.... sighs. It feels dumb to say IMY here, when you can't see it.... it's like saying IMY to a wall.

"Hello wall, i miss you."
*silence*
"Wall, I said I missed you!"
*silence*
"......."

oh fuck. I miss you so damn much.

2009-03-15T06:50:00.006+08:00

14 March 2009
The evening was spend with Gina at town, with dinner and a failed intention for movie. We ended up going back to change, and meet up with norton to head over to St james and stayed till 5am! Headed over to mac to get some drinks to wash off his alcohol before he can drive. And then, we're HOME SWEET HOME.

End.

2009-03-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAS!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!
*jumps and prance around*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
screams : "HE JUST CALLED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLS!!! "
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!!!!

and the first sentence tt came out of his mouth was "Happy 2nd month!!"
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAS. DEAR I LOVE YOU!!!
The moment my handphone lit up, the second your name and picture hits the screen of my handphone, I snatched the phone up and ....... right that second, your voice came through!
Omg, I LOVE THE PERSON WHO INVENTED HANDPHONES!! MUAHAHAHAHAS.
You sounded quite okays, with just that bit of tireness in your voice. I heard u laugh and I felt so happy! I know things are quite tough for you in there training and everything. But I believe you can do it!!! :D

Omg, just this short phone call from you, I think, it simply lit up my entire world today. HUGE SMILES. Oh deary, you don't know just how much, how much this call brought me happiness.

I was on the verge of tears, and your call came. =D
People were all asking me on msn, or when they see me, about, hey ur bf in navy ahh, how long ahh, blahh blahh... the more they ask, the more sad I am. But still, your call came and save the day.

Oh dear, I love you so god damn much.
With the strength from hearing from you, it's like nothing is impossible. There's nothing I can't endure through.
__________________________________________

2009-03-13T23:03:00.003+08:00

It's 11:03PM, and I got woken up from slp by Eddie's call. Today I reached home ard 6+PM, after the TKK rehearsal, and a big talk with Joan and ChorSeng. Love you loads girl, and cs u go to hell. LOLS =p Anw, the rehearsal went quite OK for us, and the judges were like damn surprised and stunned at our prototype, cause it's a bloody simple piece of thing while others had something all so high technology and everything. Hahahas. But NgKeeWee said, this is what the TKK judges like, simple, but solve our problems and it's our own invention instead of lecturer's one.

Came home in the end, to read my strybook to bed. I was so sleepy, and partly cause I couldn't bear to have any free time, thinking.

Today is our 2nd month, and...
here I am, waiting.. for any calls or sms from you.
but.. my phone remains silent.

This is what, I've gotta get used to.. in this coming.. 10 years.
Eunice, are you capable of it.

2009-03-13T02:02:00.006+08:00

okays, I know my sketching sucks big time. But it was last minute.

It's 2:01AM, and I'm in school with Joan, CheeYong, Royston and ChorSeng. 3 of us stayed over to rush the new prototype for tkk. The 2 others are here as accompanion. Lols.

OH!! It's friday the 13th again. Which means it's our 2nd month.. and my dear has gone in ytd mrning.. Sighs...

In the mrning, I cabbed over to his place by 7am, his parents + him and me went for breakfast, and den we cabbed to Changi Naval Base. It's really a long way in lorhs! And... it looks so WOW. hahahas. Probably because, the officers there were all damn handsome!! Hahas. And the thing is most of them are so young lahs!!

Once we reached there, his parents and I were given the visitors passes, and we were directed to the Visitor's hall. He couldn't go in with us, had to stay there with the other enlistees. Immediately, I was like... errr..... it's only my 3rd time seeing his parents. But everything turned out great. Lols. We waited for like an hour, until we were all so bored lahs! His mom was funny. Hahas, once the projector stop showing the photos after that one hour of waiting, she immediately sat up and "YES! FINALLY!" hahahahahahas. Den the commander started to brief us about what's gonna happen to the enlistees in these few weeks. And omg.. he said until like... so nice so nice, until reach the training part, BMT, he says it's gonna be extremely tough. Extremely tough. Obviously I know it's gonna be tough.. but the more he say, the more I felt.. xin tong. =.= wdh. Stupid right. I know.. but still... dots.. Then, we went on a short tour ard the place, and it's like so diaos lahs! Air-conditioned buildings, washing machines... Lols.

After the tour, we went back to the hall, and the moment I stepped in, eyes widened at the sight of him sitting in the middle front with the rest of the enlistees. It's like only a short 1 to 2 hours of him MIA-ing, and it feels like 1 day already. They then took the SAF Oath of Allegience, it was damn damn cool can! This bunch of guys, are going to be sailors~~~ Oh popeye the sailor man~~Lols and now it's Gerry the sailor man~~ LOLs I can see the future him in the smart, wrinkle-free white shirt tucked in, black pants and glossy black shoes. Woots. My bf is damn shuai. Felt pretty proud of him at that point of time, imagine how even more proud his parents would be.

The oaths were taken, the commanders addressed us all, and we were brought to the reception for a short bite to end the ceremony. They said the guys are coming to join us soon, and the whole period in there, my eyes were glued to the entrance, hoping to catch the first sight of him.

Finally they were came in, huge smiles found my face.

The short half an hr past damn fast, in a blink of eye, the shuttle bus had arrived to send us all off. We bidded the last goodbyes for this 2 weeks.

And that moment marks the start of my long 10 years wait.

He says, this is the real test. Will we make it through?

Loves.
Happy 2nd Month deary. ILY

I was hoping for a hug then.. at that very moment.

Sighs.

2009-03-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

Went to Cityhall area with him today, we intended to catch movie. But end up not catching one. And den, we were like chatting all the way, while our legs bring us to wherever it could go.
Until evening, we met up with his family for dinner at pariss internation buffet at marina sqr. Oh my... quite a number of them, with grandma, cousins and so on... Hahas :D
Cabbed home with him and one of his family's friend after dinner!

Darn... he's gg in his "jail-term" in like wad, less den 8 hrs?!?!! And best of all, I thought it's gonna be ok, for this period he's gonna be in there... BUT........ it doesn't feels this way NOW.
ahhhhhhh.. SHUCKS. stupid... GERRY CHAN JUN WEN... I'M SO GONNA MISS U.

2009-03-11T22:31:00.001+08:00

eunice is feeling..... ........

I've got so much I want to say before you go in in less than 10 hours, and I do not know where to start from...

I'm gonna miss u.. so damn much.

suddenly this seems like forever...

2009-03-10T23:52:00.004+08:00

Today is really a fuckedup day.
And best of all, I don't utd WHY am I the one she's showing attitude to. WONDERFUL fuck.
GOd damn it.

I'm already fucking upset cause someone spoilt my friendship with her and.... .......he's............. FUCK lahs.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

I hate to say this,
but why is he the one always knowing when I am at my weakest,
and always there for me when I needed someone?

2009-03-09T18:46:00.006+08:00

Okays, I'm back home to change, but I'm stuck here, I promise to pry myself off from the laptop after this post.

Today was supposed to be a very exciting and promising day. In the morning, we met up with NgKeeWee and Tanusree to discuss about the TKK. Stupid shit, there's a rehearsal on friday for it. Wdh lorhs, TKK also need to rehearse? Makes no sense at all. =.=But nevertheless, I'm still anticipating the entire process, of working together with Joan and Cs.
Cause of the TKK, I couldn't make it for the IT fair job. Sorry Gina. And cause of it, most of my days in this 2 weeks will be spend in school. TKK is impt, but he is more impt. Wednesday and Thursday, cancelled out from the schedule. And we've got no time. By friday, everything must be out.
After the meeting with MrNg and Tanusree, the 3 of us sat down tgt to write out all our available timings and days this week, and tasks to do. And halleluya~ a thunder broke. Rain rain go away~

Let's all do this together.
Together. 3 of us.

I know you won't want more pp to know about it. What I want to say, it's written all in the msg I've sent to you. We can solve all problems tgt if we try.

For you', I won't say much. Cause I believe you know and understand who my heart belongs to. Like you asked, and I've promised, I'll not avoid you, or add a transparent wall btwn us. Things will be as per norm, and we'll still cont to be great friends. Cheers. Friends forever :D

Okays, now I feel so much better.

and I love my bf.

2009-03-09T00:30:00.002+08:00

Chor Seng keeps saying, a LEO girl cannot stay at home for more than 24 hrs otherwise she will die of boredom. And although it's pretty true for me... buden, ChorSeng, I still feel like slapping you. LOLs. Reason?? For fun, laughter, peace and joy.

Pulled ChorSeng and Serene to acc me eat Subway at compasspoint. Then, Cs wanna go to the new big park at Sengkang. And Serene suggested bringing her dog for a walk also.. so... we went to fetch her dog, and walked all the way there, sat for awhile, and back home lorhs.

I think.. I'm growing fatter... with all these food gg into my stomach... ....

2009-03-07T14:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, was back in school for programmer's meeting. We've finally settled all our games, and log items. Our 'Projam' and 'E-mei pai' were the 2 slacker groups. When all the others were still recceeing for their locations and everything, both our groups were sitting down there playing the ultimate idiot :)) Hahas.

After the meeting, went to send my testimonial to LieSt. Then went opposite school for dinner with Royston, ChorSeng, GuangYao and Jonavan! OH!!! Jonavan joined Programme also!! Yays! Atomic power! Hahas. And Royston has been complaining lahs, he misses us alot when we were in Genting, he was so bored!! Hahahahas =D
After dinner, Royston, ChorSeng and me went back to school for the MIE Subcom Camp, the 3 of us chatted for quite sometime in clubroom, until we were ask for help at the nightwalk. Lols, after awhile, the nightwalk started, all of us were happily scaring people using all sorts of methods.
Nightwalk ended, we cleared up EN13-5, then johannes, serene, cs, royston, and me went for our own nightwalk at the Punggol's white house. The last time I've been there was in Sec 2. (CHELLE!! YOU REMEMBERED!!!?!? THE LANTERN NIGHT FESTIVAL?!)
And after the white house, we went to the 7-11 near my house, and everyone had their cup noodles, spag, and bread. Lols. Den in 4+AM, I went back home to zzz, and the rest of them headed back to school to cont the camp. Hahas.

I think it's time... I haven't been writing out my feelings here for a very long time, ever since... 2 months back.

In this, I realize I've got to learn and adapt at a very fast speed cause time is short.
Everything overwhelmed me.
Everything is not the same, so different from what I've gotten used to in the past few years of my life.
Time is running short, I want to survive through this, and I know I've gotta learn and grow up.

It's really so different.. so different.... But it's you who makes me wanna go through this difference with no complaints.

Need to learn to turn a blind eye and deaf ear to some things (in order not to affect and hurt myself),
Need to learn how to understand how different a bf I'm having (i think this was what you meant a year back),
Need to learn independence (tt weak girl before, cannot possibly survive through this),
Need to adapt to the new changes I'm having,
Need to adapt to the eyes and mouths of others (after what I've heard and comfirmed),
Need to reflect on myself (a clap needs two hand to sound),
Need to have more confidence.

I need to learn how to trust.
The ability of trusting.

Remember you shot me back tt day when I scolded you for not trusting her,

"don't say me lahs, like you trust him"

"i trust him lahs! "

"Sure anot, den what if he says he wants to go out with a girl, just a normal girl friend alone, you ok anot"

"dots.."

"if you trust him, den why do you feel insecured with just a lil bit of thing?"

"dots.."

I guessed it's always like tt.

As much as I say I trust, but I know deep down, I'm not sure.

I don't trust even myself.

BUT

Let's try our best, to trust our own loves.

Cause they deserve the trust they shld get.

The hurt we've been inflicted before, don't imply it on others.

Dearest gerry, that's why I always asked questions,

ask everything tt is affecting me.

I need your words, your affirmatives, to assure myself,

and to hold down that trust you deserved.

I know it's unfair for you BUT

Please bear with my questions.

I love you, and I want this to work out.

Your many years inside there, don't feel unfair for me.

I want to be out there, waiting for your return each time.

To recieve you with a big hug and a kiss.

I want us, to have a happy ending.

I love you, gerry.

2009-03-05T21:48:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I AM BACK FROM GENTING!!
Photos are all with GY. Will be uploaded in facebook :))
And it was fun!! With all of them and deary!!

Secondly, OUR TKK PROJECT WAS SHORTLISTED!!!
Group of 3 : Chorseng, Joan, and me!!!
We were all queuing for corkscrew in genting, when Mr.NgKeeWee called to inform us!! After the phone was hung off, me and ChorSeng screamed!!! Den we informed Joan, and 3 of us screamed tgt!! OMG!! Although it means more work coming up, BUT WE'RE DEFINITELY ANTICIPATING!! Hahahahas!!!

Lastly, I AM FREAKING HUNGRY AND DIRTY NOW!!
Bathing time :))

7 more days.. to your BMT. shit shit shit...

2009-03-02T00:30:00.002+08:00

Leaving for genting trip in a few hours time :))
People going: Gerry, Joan, CheeYong, Jill, Guang Yao, ChorSeng, Jonavan, Ee Kian and ME!!

Will be back on thursday night!!

Misses and Loves :))
Gina girl, Miss me kays!! Hahas :D

2009-03-01T06:14:00.006+08:00

I'm back home 10 mins ago.
I've got bad news.

Was omw to enjoy the night, when I recieved a call from Michelle Tan. Shit you lahs, you've always got this kind of news for me... :(( freaking upset.
Watson, our classmate in secondary school, left us due to luekemia. I was freaking shock to hear this news.

Dear friend, I remembered you as a very good student, always on time with your homework. I know all the teachers love you. I remember you very clearly cause of your name being so special. We always used to tease you with the shop with the same name as you Watson. I always wanted to copy your answers in homework, especially maths. I remembered you were always shy, and initiated talks with us only once in awhile. I remembered you were always with the bunch of guys, kenny, dexter, and all. Oh boy, I remembered so much of you even though you weren't talkative. Watson, why didn't I know earlier tt you had this illness, I'm sorry for not contacting you earlier, I'm so sorry for not keep contacts. I know it's too late to say all these, but.. I really don't want to believe that you've left us.

Friends. All my friends. Please, this is the second news I've heard in this short while. I want all of my friends, to be safe and healthy.

Visited Forbidden City and St James. (Kai Hoe, Gina and me)

End.

2009-02-28T01:22:00.002+08:00

1 hr plus back was HUIZHEN's birthday! Lols, went for programme's meeting in the noon, and left with cy, joan and gerry to do some shopping! Then in the night, we headed down to huizhen's chalet. LOLS. omg. You should have seen how she was smashed with the plate of whip cream, and so much bags of water. LOL. I'd definitely not want to be of any chance, to be in her shoes tt moment! Imagine how girls always do up for special occasions, and den, suddenly, the whip cream flies and land on ur face, and hair and all over ur clothes. OH MAN. is shit de lor.
Anyway, we enjoyed it tonight, and last but not least dearest HUIZhen, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!

counting down 2 days to genting trip. Omg. I'm so excited!!

It's everything you do, just makes me wanna fall in love more with you.
Welcome all the people tt gave us their blessings,
and blind away the hateful glares and acts.
Let's face up to all the obstacles tt have been laid out in front of our eyes,
and cross them hand in hand tgt.
Gerry, you've got no idea, how amazing you are.
I'm awfully glad, I've got you.

2009-02-26T21:25:00.016+08:00

PULAU UBIN ADVENTURE DAY CAMP

with Serene, ChorSeng & Royston!

Hahas! I'll let the pictures do the talks. Random sequence of pictures. And don't say there's no warning. Massive load of pictures below.

2009-02-25T23:03:00.002+08:00

All my close friends in MIE today, met up for a lunch together before we stepped out of TP. People who were there : Zul, Kuan Teng, Ke Jin, Joan, Chor Seng, Royston, Sam, Kian, Jonavan, Guang Yao, Jill, Tian Rui, Johannes, Amelia, and ME!!

Location : Seoul Garden at TM.
I only managed to take photos with my most most beloved 3 buddies =D
Forget about the details for today, best of all, I spent it with all of you people. I love you guys =D

Anw, I've got something to conclude by the end of today.

" YOU ARE A MAJOR JOKE."

and you've got me laughing till I've got cramps.

'True love'

HAHAHAHAHAS

2009-02-25T02:01:00.005+08:00

I'M FUCKING HELL SWALLOWING ALL THESE TONIGHT.
for him.

But nevertheless, I'm 24/7 ready for you to come find me. Come if you dare, bitch.

2009-02-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

I'VE GRADUATED!!!!!!!

I made 2 more wonderful tonning-studying khakis! Serene and Johannes!!!!! ChorSeng was together with us as well!! It was seriously a wonderful, exciting, fun, stress experience!!! HAHAS!! Damn fun lahs! Details shall not be elaborated.

The last paper was finally finished today!! The joy and happiness in not having to mug for papers anymore overwhelmed us!! Shouting "I've graduated" to everyone I know in school when I see them~~ Hahahas~!!

Came home in de afternoon, slept till 10.3oPM.

Now, I'm feeling the sadness liaos.. I'm gonna miss all of them lahs. All of them, every single one. Shit man, I don't like this feeling!!!

Ganbatte to all those who are still mugging!!!

*EVIL LAUGHTERS*

7 more days to our trip!

Another phase of my life has just ended.

But some things will never change.

2009-02-22T10:48:00.002+08:00

YO everybody! LAST POST BEFORE MY LAST PAPER IN TP!!

Year 1: Friends closer to me then was Kahying, Qian Ru, Eng Liang, and Wencong!! First year of my poly life was actually quite dull, it's like finish classes, jiu go home! Or out of school to meet my outside friends. No school events, no nothing. I was a frequent clinic visitor for tt small slip of medical leave. And also another late queen (this hasn't change).

Year 2: After separating into our own specialised courses, I came into Microelectronics, with only familiar faces of KuanTeng and Zulkiflee. Three of us were quite anti-social with the others in the first few months. And we became great friends. I rmb I used to hate GOHKUANTENG to the max in year 1. When I knew I was going into the same course and even the same class, I was damn sians lahs! But after hanging ard with him, awww.. kt now is my "brother" cos we haf de same surnames! And he's really really nice!! The forever tissue-provider!! All his vulgarities and words tt came out from his mouth used to make me detest him, but now, I've grown numb to it, and enjoyed his company ALOT! Zulkiflee, I only started talking to him during the end of year 1, so when I knew we were in de same class, I was effing elated! Lols. He taught me my subjects, he was a crapper, and a very good friend! All my exams in TP, he was my tutor, guiding me along all my mistakes, and thus, I managed to clear all my papers, with no sup papers. I was truely a bad student, forever late in class, and never ever listening to tutor. I would only know what is tt subject about before the week of my exam, with zul tutoring me all the way! Zul, you are power de!! =D Really can't imagine my Year 2 life without this 2 buddies of mine! During Year 2.1, we went on a trip to m'sia with the MIE people, and from there, we made friends! Esp with Joan and Sharifah! Rmb the picnic outside LTs? The gossips we shared, and everything. And from there, we became very close friends as well! Then, we joined Atomic club, which was the diploma studies club for Mircroelectronics, and, that was when I got to know the Atomiacs! Joan, Sharifah and I joined our first camp in TP, which was the Camp 500. And that was when, I got to know people like huizhen, eddie and andy. And Eddie and Andy both became my another bestest friends! We continued joining camps, and our social circle in TP grew. Oh!! And CheeYong, who is Joan's bf! Became a part of our atomiac, he was a very fun loving guy, and I bet all of us enjoyed his company! Reaching the end of year 2, friendship btwn me and Joan grew to the highest limit. Love her all the way~~ And friendship with sharifah was no longer thre, because of some things she did, and we both drew a line btwn us and her. Don't blame us, ask yourself what you did to deserve all this today.

Year 3: First sem was the MPSIP period, and I was grouped with KT and Ke Jin, this was when I start to get to know KJ even more! And from his face and his character, IT WAS TOTALY SO NOT RIGHT!! He was a crapper and rlly full of BULLSHIT tt sometimes I'd feel like punching him in the face! Hahaas! W/o him, it wld definitely take away alot of fun in MPSIP! The 3 of us were always tgt for tt 6-9 months. And our friendship grew even deeper. At the same time, we would always slack at atomic, and thus, we bonded with people like, chorseng, royston, sam, jonavan. Everything was alot of fun with all the people I got to know in TP! And my poly life is simply rocking~! With camps every holidays, and friends in poly, and events, how not to love my poly life! Second sem, the 3 people from atomic who went bintan for their overseas MPSIP, came back, Jill, Kian, Gy. We all bonded to the max. Everyday was SMILES, LAUGHTER, AND NOISE! Our club room was always noisy and crowded! Then, the next batch of atomic came in, and now, nearing the end of our poly life, I got to know serene, johannas, and amelia! Oh my, I really love all of my friends! And oh yahs! Not forgetting, my MR.TWENTY!! Hahahas, thank you for coming into my life!! I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lucky I found you before I leave TP!! We have a long way to go tgt, Love u to the max!!!!

Everything was in the greys, till you came along and painted colours in my life.

2009-02-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

(It may look like it's happy. But no okays, it's actually very tired from looking at me study!!)

Hellos everybody!! It's a WEEKEND!!! But damn.. we're still stuck in school cramming for the LAST and FINAL paper in my POLY LIFE!!!!!!!!!

Kambatte, my friends!

I don't understand..